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Hello SACCL!

Posted in Medical, Personal, pozzie life with tags , , , , , , on June 1, 2010 by iamhivpositive

I’m starting to become impatient while waiting for “nurse a” to give me my schedule for my CD4 count test until today (April 13, 2010).  She texted me that the one who is supposed to be scheduled the next day will not be able to attend and if I would like to take his slot.   If ever I decided to go, I would need to file a leave or at least move my shift.  My office mates are already wondering why I’m always on leave and my excuse is always “I have an appointment with my doctor“.  So I replied to nurse a that I won’t be able to go if it is already tomorrow.  She texted back that it is ok.

After a week, she texted me that another pozzie will not be able to go to his scheduled CD4 test and if I would like to take it again.  My shift that week is still in the afternoon so I said I think it will be alright.  She then told me the details and it will be in RITM in Alabang.  If I will still go to Alabang, I don’t think I will be able to arrive on time back here in Makati for work so I told nurse a that it is quite far from where I am and I’m not familiar with Alabang.  I think she got irate already and texted me “so kelan ka ba pwede? tsaka saan mu ba gusto? 2 lang naman pagpipilian mu, RITM or SACCL.  Kailangan na natin kasi makuha yang CD4 count mu e.”  so I apologetically replied with “SACCL na lang po, pasensya na po ha?  Nahihiya na po kasi ako magfile ng leave e.”  Then she replied with a very cold “k”.  I smiled.

2 weeks after, she texted me again and told me that she has my schedule already which is on May 4 at 830am, she also told me to go to the clinic first and pick up my referral letter.  I arrived in the SAGIP clinic of PGH at exactly 8am.  However the clinic was still closed, and nurse a was still not there so I waited.  I texted her informing that I’m already there and what time is she going to arrive.  She replied that she is on her way.   When she arrived she immediately called my name and handed me my referral letter and I zoomed off to San Lazaro.

Since I know that it’s going to be a struggle looking for SACCL (thanks to for the head’s up) so when I got to San Lazaro, I immediately asked a nurse for directions and I was able to locate it without any trouble.  An old lady outside the clinic told me that we are not yet allowed to go inside since the nurse went out and accompanied someone to the lab.  I smiled back at her said thanks and sat down outside the clinic.  After a few minutes of waiting, a guy wearing black arrived.  He was tall and has a fair to white complexion and he was wearing shades.  It is very obvious that he was uneasy since he keeps walking back and forth while, like us, waiting for the nurse.  The nurse arrived and let us in.  I was 3rd in the queue.  Luckily, the first 2 patients just asked something from the nurse and left the clinic immediately so it was finally my turn.  I told the nurse my purpose and she smiled at me.  She was soo nice and pleasant.  She then asked me if there is anyone with me from PGH.  I told her I was alone.  She said she is expecting 5 patients from PGH but nurse a didn’t tell me anything about that so I just said sorry for not being able to help.

She asked the patients waiting outside if there is still anyone for CD4 test and the guy wearing black stormed in the clinic and said that he was asked by his doctor from Pampanga to look for a certain doctor in SACCL.  The guy handed his referral letter to the nurse and the nurse informed her that his doctor is not in that day but she can help him.  Apparently he is also for CD4 testing.  The nurse asked her to fill out something and asked him to give it back to her once he was done which he did.  The nurse then asked if he is going to pay for his CD4 or will be under the Global Health fund.  I think he got confused as he answered in a very loud voice “if it’s for HIV screening I’m done with it, that’s why I’m here…”  I think the nurse was scandalized because she asked him if he could speak a little bit softer so that no one else could hear except us.  She then repeated her question and this time, he was able to answer it correctly.

The nurse led us to the lab for blood extraction and asked us to wait as she calls the person who is going to do it.  While waiting, the guy asked me if we are going to do the same test.  I said yes.  He then asked If I’m from Manila, I said yes then there was silence.  The nurse came back and asked us to follow her.  The guy wearing black went first.  He was really scared, he was sweating while the blood was being taken from him.  Once his done the nurse asked her to go back to the clinic because he still needs to do something.  I saw the guy sat down shaking and he was very pale.  I was quite shocked since he is a tall man and has a huge built.  After mine was taken, I was instructed that I can go home now and they will just forward my result to PGH.  I walked passed by the guy and he was looking at me very sadly.  I think he felt more scared when I left… I just closed my eyes and hoped for the best for our results….

Home Sweet Home

Posted in lovelife, Medical with tags , , , , , , , , on May 19, 2010 by iamhivpositive

A guy wearing white uniform,  sitting in a chair beside me was the first image I saw after opening my eyes… I feel dizzy.  The guy looked at me and smiled and told me that dinner is ready.  He was my boyfriend.  Hearing the word dinner made my stomach crumble…  I’m starving.  It feels like I haven’t eaten for the longest time.  My boyfriend adjusted the hospital bed so that I can position myself and eat.

After eating, a doctor came in and asked me to sign something.  It was a notice of consent for them to conduct the HIV screening.  Without any hesitation, I signed it.  That time, all I wanted is just for everything to be checked so I don’t have to worry anymore.   After signing the paper, they took 2 vials of blood from me and told me that they are just going to inform me about the result.

The doctor allowed me to already go home the next day.  We just waited for a few hours for our bill and after settling it, my boyfriend and I went home.  I felt relieved once we arrived at home.  At last, the fight  is over.