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Glee Theme Song

Posted in etc, Music, pozzie life, thoughts with tags , , , , , , , on September 3, 2010 by iamhivpositive

So this morning as I was surfing the net, I decided to log in to facebook. Nowadays, I mean, who doesn’t? hehe. Anyways, since I am an avid fan of the US musical series, GLEE, (again, who isn’t?) I liked their fan page. I was directed to a link that says “find out the glee theme song of your life!” so since I don’t have anything to do, I tried it.

In the homepage, I was asked if I want to find it out on my own or if I want Sue Sylvester to find it out for me since she is always right anyways. However, I want to find it out on my own so I took the quiz. I ended up picking the “Lady is a Tramp” by Puck. errrmm… I wasn’t satisfied though I like puck. Isn’t he just hot? hehe.

Out of curiosity, I went back to the homepage and tried what Sue will pick for me… of course, I know that it’s not really Sue who will pick it, but hey, why don’t I give it a try… I’m bored anyways…

So anyways, here is the song that Sue picked for me…

I guess…That’s how Sue C’s it!

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Just Dance!

Posted in etc, Personal, pozzie life, thoughts with tags , , , , , , , , , on July 9, 2010 by iamhivpositive

I turned on the lights of the empty room.  Plugged in the player that I have and attached it to the speakers.  I pressed play and the music started to fill the room.  I hurried to go in to the centre of the spotlight and faced the mirror.  I was wearing a white sando with black jogging pants.  I prepared myself to surrender.

As the beat and rhythm circulates the small squared room I can feel it entering my body… as if it’s a part of it… slowly being one with the blood through my veins… wants to reach every part of my body…

asking me to move… and I obeyed.

The music was slow and so was my movement… As it reach the middle part, it started to get fast and so was I…  I am starting to sweat… my heart is with me… making me move more… making me dance more….  and in this moment, I gave it my all….

The lights turned off and I stood still.  I closed my eyes and opened it again.  It was a dream.  A dream the felt so real.

I realised, it has been a very very long time since the last time I danced.  Dancing is my religion before.  I am not the best dancer but I can say I’m a good one.  One that puts his heart and soul into every move and step he is making.  I’m wondering if I can still the dance the way I used to before… when I was a lot younger.  When I was still healthy.

I smiled.

I remembered the first time I ever danced… I was still grade 3 then… “Get Down – Backstreet Boys…” it was our field day… funny.

I smiled again.

I need more practice to be able to dance again.  A lot more of practice.  It’s just now, there is no time to practice… no reason to dance… and so I started wondering… when will I ever wear my dancing shoes again… hmmmm….

=)

Rubi II – My Answer

Posted in etc, Music, Personal, pozzie life with tags , , on June 24, 2010 by iamhivpositive

It has been 3 days since I heard “Di Lang Ikaw” by Juris of MYMP from the soap opera, Rubi and up to now it still playing in my head. Yes, it’s my LSS for 3 days now and I have this urge of really responding to the song. I don’t know but when it’s playing in my head, I would change the lyrics and make it my version of the story. So yesterday, I grabbed a scratch paper and let my heart lead my hand in writing letters… and here is what I came up with. it is still with the same tune, I just changed the lyrics….

Di Lang Ikaw

I.
Alam kong ika’y biglang nagbago
Di makatitig sa aking mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
saking yakap at halik

II.
Nararamdaman ko,
Di ka na masaya
At nais mo ng maging malaya

Chorus:
At alam ko,
Di lang ako ang nahihirapan
Damdamin mo rin ay naguguluhan,
At alam ko,
Di lang ako ang nababahala
bulong ng puso, wag kang pakawalan
ngunit puso mo’y, gusto na akong iwan…

III.
Sabi mu sakin ay kaya mo,
Di ako iiwan
Bat biglang nagkaganito?
Nagbago na bigla ang isip mo
At ako’y iniwan mo…

IV.
Sana’y isipin mo, na mahal kita
kaya’t akoy handang magparaya…

repeat chorus

bridge:
Di hahayaang ikaw ay malungkot
di ko pipigilan kung itoy iyong gusto
kung ikay magiging masaya
sa yakap at sa piling na ng iba…

repeat chorus

**end**

Now, that I made this song… I mean, change the lyrics of it, I am more relieved. I felt that finally, I said my last piece. I’m also thinking of making a video with lyrics of it and I’ll post it here once I’m done.

Troubled

Posted in etc, lovelife, Music, Personal, pozzie life with tags , , , , on June 21, 2010 by iamhivpositive

I guess the song already said everything….

It’s an EMO morning for me…

haaay…

may you guys have a good day…

xoxo,

Jun Jun

Unwritten

Posted in etc, Music, Personal, pozzie life, thoughts with tags , , , , on June 10, 2010 by iamhivpositive

I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions


Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’
ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions


Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

When I woke up this morning this song is playing in my head… at first I thought this was just my last song syndrome, maybe in dreamland I was hearing this song or maybe singing it.  When I got to the office, I opened youtube and looked for the karaoke version cause I want to sing my heart out (yes, that’s what you do if you want an instant karaoke machine, lol) As I was singing my heart out… I suddenly became teary eyed and I stopped as I reached the lyrics saying “live your life with arms wide open, today is where your book begins… the rest is still unwritten…

I realized that this song is telling me something as this past few days I’ve been thinking about what is going to happen in the future now that I have HIV.  That I almost let myself be dictated by HIV on how I’m going to live my life… yes, maybe I am a pozzie but it doesn’t make me any different to anyone… I still have a life to live, a very beautiful and healthy one… and it depends on me on how I’m going to live it and how will I prepare for tomorrow, like the song says…. the rest is still unwritten……